Wednesday, August 04, 2004
. I'll be the Greatest fan of your Life .

               
     The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful . Stop me and steal my breathEmeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky . Never revealing their depth Tell me that we belong together . Dress it up with the trappings of love . i'll be captivated . I'll hang from your lips .
. Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above .

     I'll be your crying shoulder 
     I'll be love suicide
     I'll be better when I'm older
     I'll be the greatest fan of your life
     -Edwin McCain-


this week has been goin pretty good so far.  sunday i went out to eat with my mom for breakfast to the Heritage in Morgantown.  i saw ashley from last years math class so i said hey and all that, she just graduated this past year.  then we went bowling just me and my mom.  we both bowled horrible...i didnt like berk's lanes' lanes haha if that makes sense. i dont even wana say my scores cause they were that bad, i usually do pretty good but not that time.  monday i was supposed to do something but that got cancelled :(so i was just gona stay home the whole day and do nothing but i ended up going to the movies with Jake and my cousin Jess. i had a blast! it was soo nice of them to invite me along.  so i went over to his house around 6 or somethin and picked up jess and went to D-town Regal.  and we saw two movies actually.  the first one *A cinderella Story* hahaha started at 7:10...i havent been to the movies in a long time so i was glad to go but i didnt think i was gona like this movie. usually all of Hillary duff's shows and everything i dont really like, but this one i liked actually, yeah im such a girl. jake didnt like it though haha.  a few parts of the movie reminded me of my life ;).  brings a tear to the eye ;(...well i thought it was cute, i dont care what other ppl say about it haha.  the next movie started a half hour later so we just sat out in the lobby and ate them Pretzel Bites Mmmm Mmmm Good! i love them things.  jake: " go kill yourself " ...we saw the second movie, * the Village*, for free cause we just walked in.  it was a wierd movie actually, had a few skip-a-beat parts but it was okay. i liked the other movie much better ;) ...we dropped her off and...me and jake went nite skating with Lapp.  i slept over at Jake's and went skating the next morning and shot his paintball gun and stuff... he wanted to go check out this "hot girl" that he saw at the movies that lives down the street...what a pimp. but she went swimming or something.  we were sweating so much skating , we got soo tired soo quick so he went home and i went to my g-moms that lives right next to him.  went skating some more and then my grandmom took me and my cousin* breanne to McD's for dinner, i got a hot fudge sundae and fries and a coke, what a combo.  then she took us home and i got online for a while after my bro got off looking for Poker Chips.  he's trying to get some for the beach when we go not this sunday but next sunday! i cant wait, im gona go shopping for new shoes and clothes while im down there at the surf shop. i have a lil party to go to tonight with a lil to drink :P then i'm sleeping over at Max's so i wont be home tonight if you are wonderin.  then im skating again tomorrow with jake, come home, sleep, and then the warped tour on fridaY! its gona be soo much fun with liz n' kate.  they want me to sleep over but i didnt talk to my mom yet about that. long entry, i'll update later. hope everyone else has a good rest of there week ...take care - Ryan - what happened to all the comments?

Posted at 1:32 pm by Emerica7077
Please, Dont Let Me Drown




Saturday, July 31, 2004
. i wish you were here .

    

I dig my toes into the sand . the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds stewn across a blue blanket . i lean against the wind . pretend that i am weightless . and in this moment . i am happy . i wish you were here . i lay my head onto the sand . the sky resembles a backlit canopy . with holes punched in it . i'm counting UFOs . i signal them with my lighter . and in this moment . i am happy . i wish you were here .

     the world's a rollercoaster .
     and i am not strapped in .
     maybe i should hold with care .
     while my hands are busy in the air saying .
     i wish you were here .
     - Incubus -

alright big week coming up. im gona try to go skating today with jake and hopefully that works out.  sunday im going bowling in the morning with just my mom* cause my dad had a problem going that morning so the rest of the gang is staying home. so she is taking me out to breakfast really early for my birthday, then we are going bowling at berk's lanes i think. then @ 5 there is a baseball meeting @ Owen J. to turn in our uniforms that i need to wash today. and the team is going out to Parma Pizza afterwards.  Monday* is up for grabs ;) hopefully somethin will workout.  i dono what is going on tuesday, if you wana do something just let me know, jake said he wants to skate so.  wednesday im going to a party with my best bud with, of course, Alco*. it's  badly needed.  thursday im going bowling again but this time with the whole family, we already booked lanes and everything so that should be fun.  Friday guess what? the Warped Tour!!! with liz & Kate. that is going to be soo much fun considering that i have never been to a concert. Taking Back Sunday, Coheed and Cambria, Yellowcard, and a lot more bands will be there, woo hoo :P. it is being held at the Tweeter Center and its gona last all day so im gona be tired from tons of Jumping around haha. after that, if we get home in time, there's another party and this time for Caitlyn M. so we might go to that. or if we get home really late i might have to sleep over cause my mom is not gona want to pick me up.  what a week eh?... bout time i have a fun week. - Ryan -

Posted at 12:11 pm by Emerica7077
(1) tried to save me




Wednesday, July 28, 2004
. wash away the things they never held .

    

     please take these hands,
     throw them in the river,
     . wash away the things they never held .
     please take these hands,
     throw me in the river,
     dont let me drown before the workday ends.

and save ! save our ship ! the anchor is part of the desk ! we can't cut free ! the water is flooding the decks ! the memo said through colors ! computers spark like flares ! i can see them ! they don't touch me ! touch me !
please someone ! teach me how to swim ! please , don't let me drown !
      *Thursday*

i went to tel hai yesterday & today * tuesday & wednesday * and i got to come home early cause my grandmom that works there got off early so she took us home.  it was a boring day both days really...it rained a lot so there wasnt much to do. last night was freaky cause my dog kept barking at who knows what..either the wind and the rain or he saw somethin outside...so i ran up in my room and got my baseball bat and ran back down haha, i was ready for an attack.  yea yea im a dork. never can be to careful. anywayz..when i got home today me and my bro jesse played ping-pong off and on for about 2 hours.  i got to skate a lil outside but then it started raining again so i came inside.  i only have two! more days left of tel hai! wooo hooo.  i will miss the food though.  that meeting for my baseball team was rescheduled again for sunday this time. so ill go bowlin in the morning and then go to the meeting. so it will be a busy day.  oh yeah andi showed me how to put pictures on here! :) so i put the first one in of me ^...*kickflip - Ryan May -


Posted at 10:04 pm by Emerica7077
(2) tried to save me




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